So... one more AP test left... then the rest of the year is clear sailing. I can't wait for prom, and graduation, and all tha good stuff that actually makes it feel like senior year.

I've got a severe case of artist's block... my concentration sapped out all of my excess creative energy. So, hopefully, I'll manage to get something done in the next month or so.

Hey, found a cool new (well, not new, but new to me) club! There's some really great artists on there.

So i'm pretty sure that I've learned how to function on caffine alone, no sleep, no rest, etc. My AP portfolio is officially finished and put together, so I can draw stuff that's not shiny and round now.yay!

I'm pretty much done with school the week after next, since all my classes are AP. I have 1 final in the two or three weeks that our school gives them in, so I'll have quite a bit of time off prior to graduation. Then I go to Montauk and get ready for college and blah blah blah. Pretty much can't wait lol.

Ohhh and for those of you who enjoyed my concentration series with the shiny orbs, take a look at =EuroFoxx's [link]
I'd say it's pretty awesome

... for my AP exams!!!

aaaagh!

still have to take slides....

The wake for my friend Kristin was tonight.

Needless to say, it was terrible, but what can be expected? It was an open casket, which was totally unexpected due to the.... placement... of the fatal wound. And, she was dressed in her show clothes, complete with formal black jacket and stock tie (which was tied wrong).

I still miss her like crazy, we were Kristin 1(her) and Kristen 2(me) for almost nine years now. She was my motivational "get you ass on that damned horse and over the goddamn jump" person at almost every show that we went to.

There are gonna be some really huge shoes to fill at the barn.

Death is something that is natural. In the end, there's only death. So why does it come so early to some?

I found out several hours ago that my friend from the barn was murdured last night by a boyfriend. He then killed himself. He was found first, and when they went to her home to ask for information, she was found dead as well. She was 25 years old. I had known both of them. He was a wonderful guy. She was one of the first people who i became close to at the barn as a young girl.

I don't get it.

In loving memory of a wonderful friend and horsewoman, RIP